I am worry about my future.
NO, I shouldn't say that. I know that worry is useless, can't solve any problems. I really don't know what I should do, I feel so blue and don't know what course I should take after I get my Diploma in Tourism. (I know that Diploma is not enough.) Now my feeling is just like high-school graduates who have no idea what course to take. I am thinking for so long and nothing appears in my mind, so I pray to God.
One night, I sat on my bed in a silent room, hands holding a bible. After I prayed, then I opened the bible and just flicked through the pages. What I saw in it was exactly what I need to know and what to do. It stated "Do Not Worry".
I read Matthew 6:26 :
"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much valuable than they?"
And Matthew 6:27 :
"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
After I read it, I feel relieved. :) That's right, I shouldn't worry so much. Just think about those trees at the roadside. They just stand firmly in the soil and do nothing, but God feeds them with rainwater to make them grow. So, why am I worry? I should do research and ask somebody who knows about it, better than do nothing. I believe one day I will get what I want.